Looking back for 25 years, life has taught me so many things... Frenship, Love, Hate, Joy, Fun, Happy, Sad, Cry, Hurt, and so on... you named it, you got it... err, of course except sex and marriage... haha... I call it HaiZiWang life.
I've been through up and down few times in HaiZiWang before, but never felt so hurt and down like one year ago. It cut so deep it hurts down to my soul. My friends told me I ain't the same no more. I knew my heart was breaking. I really learn from it. I finally built up the strength to walk away. I don't regret it but I still live with the side effects. Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside. Still little defensive thinkin folk be tryna run my life. Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects.
And now I marked today as the end of Hai Zi Wang (King of kids) chapter, and will start a new beginning as Wang Zi (Prince).
Some of you may think it is a metamorphosis phase of me... no, it isn't. it is not like an ugly caterpillar becomes a beauty butterfly. HaiZiWang is part of me, and always be. I won't throw it away as I also don't want to forget it. Maybe the fit word for this is reborn. yeah... I reborn as the same old brand new me haha... Now I see people in different way. I can see and know myself much better than before. I love who I am now. I do care more about myself. I do want ppl see and look high at me. I do want to be a talk-active. I do want to be a pro-active. That's why I describe it as "Wang Zi" with all his ego and charisma...
The new chapter "Wang Zi" begins from here...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
A rational n fair judgment on China
Finally, there is a rational and fair judgment on China.
IOC president Jacques Rogge told Western countries to stop hectoring China over human rights in the run-up to the 2008 Beijing Games, in an interview with a British newspaper published Saturday.
Rogge said that while he understood the strength of feeling in the West, expectations of how quickly China can change were overblown.
"It took us 200 years to evolve from the French Revolution. China started in 1949," the 65-year-old Belgian told the FT business daily.
"We all know that there were abuses under Mao and the Cultural Revolution was not a nice period. But gradually, steadily, over 60 years, they evolved, and they were able to introduce a lot of changes."
Rogge said protests were the wrong way to convince Beijing to change its ways.
"You don't obtain anything in China with a loud voice," Rogge said.
"That is the big mistake of people in the West wanting to add their views. To keep face is of paramount importance. All the Chinese specialists will tell you that only one thing works -- respectful, quiet, firm discussion.
"Otherwise the Chinese will close themselves. That is what is happening today. There is a lot of protest, a lot of very strong verbal power, and the Chinese, they close themselves."
Rogge said the IOC always thought handing the 2008 Olympics to Beijing would "open up China", and that in time this would happen.
"The Games, we believe, over time, will have a good influence on social evolution in China, and the Chinese admit it themselves," he said.
"I wonder if Tibet would be front page today were it not that the Games are being organised in Beijing. It would probably be page four or five," he said.
"We have been able to achieve something. I am not quite sure that heads of government have achieved much more than we have done."
IOC president Jacques Rogge told Western countries to stop hectoring China over human rights in the run-up to the 2008 Beijing Games, in an interview with a British newspaper published Saturday.
Rogge said that while he understood the strength of feeling in the West, expectations of how quickly China can change were overblown.
"It took us 200 years to evolve from the French Revolution. China started in 1949," the 65-year-old Belgian told the FT business daily.
"We all know that there were abuses under Mao and the Cultural Revolution was not a nice period. But gradually, steadily, over 60 years, they evolved, and they were able to introduce a lot of changes."
Rogge said protests were the wrong way to convince Beijing to change its ways.
"You don't obtain anything in China with a loud voice," Rogge said.
"That is the big mistake of people in the West wanting to add their views. To keep face is of paramount importance. All the Chinese specialists will tell you that only one thing works -- respectful, quiet, firm discussion.
"Otherwise the Chinese will close themselves. That is what is happening today. There is a lot of protest, a lot of very strong verbal power, and the Chinese, they close themselves."
Rogge said the IOC always thought handing the 2008 Olympics to Beijing would "open up China", and that in time this would happen.
"The Games, we believe, over time, will have a good influence on social evolution in China, and the Chinese admit it themselves," he said.
"I wonder if Tibet would be front page today were it not that the Games are being organised in Beijing. It would probably be page four or five," he said.
"We have been able to achieve something. I am not quite sure that heads of government have achieved much more than we have done."
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Lactobacilus Acidophilus
i bet you guys wonders what Lactobacilus Acidophilus is about? it is a beneficial bacteria for our body...
i tell you how do i know that.
two weeks ago i got a high fever and pain all over the body, then i decided to see a physician. the lady doc then gave me only muscle relaxation + fever medicine only... but i still got a high fever the day after seeing doc. then i decided to see the doc again coz i'm scared of having dengue... the second doc gave me antibiotic.. the medicine was effective to cool down my fever, but i started vomiting whenever i ate something... i thought it took a while only, but i had to suffer for days... i mean i kept vomiting... then i go see the doc again, this time i was given a vomit medicine. the doc explained that the antibiotic caused that and i must stopped consuming it. apparently, the vomit medicine didn't work, i felt desperado... then i went searching on net, i found some article that explains the antibiotic we consume may "kill" beneficial bacteria in our body, that's why it causes the vomiting... the solution is we have to consume Lactobacilus acidophilus. this bacterial can be found in some yogurt. I decided to take this advice, and seems it worked... ^^
this story maybe can be used as a reference hehe
i tell you how do i know that.
two weeks ago i got a high fever and pain all over the body, then i decided to see a physician. the lady doc then gave me only muscle relaxation + fever medicine only... but i still got a high fever the day after seeing doc. then i decided to see the doc again coz i'm scared of having dengue... the second doc gave me antibiotic.. the medicine was effective to cool down my fever, but i started vomiting whenever i ate something... i thought it took a while only, but i had to suffer for days... i mean i kept vomiting... then i go see the doc again, this time i was given a vomit medicine. the doc explained that the antibiotic caused that and i must stopped consuming it. apparently, the vomit medicine didn't work, i felt desperado... then i went searching on net, i found some article that explains the antibiotic we consume may "kill" beneficial bacteria in our body, that's why it causes the vomiting... the solution is we have to consume Lactobacilus acidophilus. this bacterial can be found in some yogurt. I decided to take this advice, and seems it worked... ^^
this story maybe can be used as a reference hehe
Monday, April 7, 2008
untitled
wew... it's been 2 months + since my last post... i was soooo lazzzy to create a new post, even though i have many stories to tell, like my chinese new year holiday @ jkt n bandung, my new job, my new interest of game, my bday.... why am i so lazy? i also dunno why...
anyway, i resume what happening for the past two months...
before i started my new job @ starhub, i took a long break to jakarta and also to celebrate cny. jakarta was flooded when i went there... and what make it worst no electricity at all at my house for days...wtf...
about my new job, so far still ok... nothing much to tell...
about game... i'm crazy about the maple game now... maybe because it's 2D game that make me interest to play it haha
my bday? i got so many wishes... really thx... and i also got a choco cake from my ex-students @ batam.. so nice of you guys.. thx alot
anyway, i resume what happening for the past two months...
before i started my new job @ starhub, i took a long break to jakarta and also to celebrate cny. jakarta was flooded when i went there... and what make it worst no electricity at all at my house for days...wtf...
about my new job, so far still ok... nothing much to tell...
about game... i'm crazy about the maple game now... maybe because it's 2D game that make me interest to play it haha
my bday? i got so many wishes... really thx... and i also got a choco cake from my ex-students @ batam.. so nice of you guys.. thx alot
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